I have not been here in a long while. I have not had a moment of stillness for the couple of months. As we enter the 2nd half of this year, I will purpose to:
- Be still;
- Pray more;
- Listen more;
- Read more.
It takes zeal and constant dedication to achieve that. A short list of exercises that when well executed will lead me to discoveries beyond self.
As I grow one year older, I purpose to be a better man, better brother and to stay improving day by day…
I am tormented by my dreams
Tortured by this fleeting glimpse of hope
Frustrated with this difficult life.
Lost.
So I look to the setting sun, therein lies beauty of the creator
The starless night sky
As the moon hides away from my sight
Lost.
I feel the lifeless cold of the tiled floor
The drip drop of the tap
and the smell of the rotting garbage
Lost.
Nimbus clouds gather in the distance,
The rain is coming
Dampening my old darkened mood
Lost.
“In this world, it is too common for people to search for someone to lose themselves in. But I am already lost. I will look for someone to find myself in.”
― C. JoyBell C.
I am still finding me.
Lionel Mugema 