Breaking the silence…

I have not been here in a long while. I have not had a moment of stillness for the couple of months. As we enter the 2nd half of this year, I will purpose to:

  • Be still;
  • Pray more;
  • Listen more;
  • Read more.

It takes zeal and constant dedication to achieve that. A short list of exercises that when well executed will lead me to discoveries beyond self.

As I grow one year older, I purpose to be a better man, better brother and to stay improving day by day…


I am tormented by my dreams

Tortured by this fleeting glimpse of hope

Frustrated with this difficult life.


So I look to the setting sun, therein lies beauty of the creator

The starless night sky

As the moon hides away from my sight


I feel the lifeless cold of the tiled floor

The drip drop of the tap

and the smell of the rotting garbage


Nimbus clouds gather in the distance,

The rain is coming

Dampening my old darkened mood



In this world, it is too common for people to search for someone to lose themselves in. But I am already lost. I will look for someone to find myself in.
― C. JoyBell C.


I am still finding me.